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[Filter: Private, in Kilian]

I feel empty.

Is this how it's supposed to feel? I remember grief. I never forgot grief. But it was raw. Sharp and painful and intense. It wasn't ... emptiness. Feeling like a cup emptied out. I've stayed in here and let so much pour out of me that I don't know what of me is even left.

Was there even a person there, under all the pain?

It still hurts.

It's just an empty hurt.

They're gone.

[Filter: Lauren, in Trade]

Thank you for coming out here with me.

I ... don't know what else to say. Everything is still so ... so raw. I'm not quite sure what's underneath it all. I'm still trying to find that out.

I'm sorry it's taking so long.

[Filter: Nessa, in Kilian]

How do you do it, Nessa? How do you let the guilt go?

How do you stop telling lies about it?

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